Geez October - that was harsh

Um, hello

So i had all these plans rights?

October happened.  And it was horrible.

The person I loved has left me, without even so much as a bye or anything.  Just.... gone.  I am finding it very hard to cope.

However, like all things, everyday turns over and it will get better.  Right now it just doesn't feel like it is and in the end I'll be better off without him because no one should be with someone who treats you this way.  And knowing that it isn't anything that I did doesn't make it easier - it makes it worse.  At least I could feel guilt, shame, something.

This.... this is unbelievable.... 

But these things, they usually lead to something new and all that and I have to do is just keep hanging on and be patient and things will get better again as long as I work hard.

Ugh, patience is not my strong suit. 

But I have a whole buttload of art to upload.  Loads of things that I am doing and will be showing everyone soon.

I have plans, and heartbreak wont stop me.  

I've missed you guys, how are you all? Holler at me, I'm happy to chat.

cheers
T